CP 190 The Ragman, the Ragman...
CP 190 The Ragman, the Ragman…
Hello
fellow travellers. This week I want to share with you a short story from a US church
magazine sometime in the 80s. It’s by a Lutheran Pastor called Walter Wangerin.
Those of you who are clergy might be tempted to read it in place of your sermon
one Sunday. Whatever happens, enjoy.
The
Ragman, the Ragman,
the
Christ!
I saw a strange sight. I stumbled upon a story
most strange, like nothing my life, my street sense, my sly tongue had ever
prepared me for. Hush, child. Hush, now, and I will tell it to you.
Even before the dawn one Friday
morning I noticed a young man, handsome and strong, walking the alleys of the
City. He was pulling an old cart filled with clothes both bright and new, and
he was calling in a clear, tenor voice: “Rags!” Ah, the air was foul and the
first light filthy to be crossed by such sweet music!
“Rags! New rags for old! I take your
tired rags! Rags!”
“Now, this is a wonder,” I thought
to myself, for the man stood six-feet-four, and his arms were like tree limbs,
hard and muscular, and his eyes flashed intelligence. Could he find no better
job than this, to be a ragman in the inner city?
I followed him. My curiosity drove me. And I
wasn’t disappointed.
Soon the Ragman saw a woman sitting on her back
porch. She was sobbing into her handkerchief, sighing, and shedding a thousand
tears. Her knees and elbows made a sad cross. Her shoulders shook. Her heart
was breaking.
The Ragman stopped his cart. Quietly he walked
to the woman, stepping round tin cans, dead toys, and fouled nappies.
“Give me your rag,” he said so gently, “and
I’ll give you another.”
He slipped the handkerchief from her eyes. She
looked up, and he laid across her palm a linen cloth so clean and new that it
shined. She blinked from the gift to the giver.
Then, as he began to pull his cart again, the
Ragman did a strange thing: he put her stained, snotty handkerchief to his own
face, and then he began to weep, to
sob as grievously as she had done, his shoulders shaking. Yet she was left
behind without a tear.
“This is a wonder,” I breathed to myself, and I
followed the sobbing Ragman like a child who cannot turn away from mystery.
“Rags! Rags! New rags for old!”
In a little while, when the sky showed grey
behind the rooftops and I could see the shredded curtains hanging out black
windows, the Ragman came upon a girl whose head was wrapped in a bandage, whose
eyes were empty. Blood soaked her bandage. A single line of blood ran down her
cheek.
Now the tall Ragman looked upon this child with
pity, and he drew a lovely yellow bonnet from his cart.
“Give me your rag,” he said, tracing his own
line on her cheek, “and I’ll give you mine”.
The child could only gaze at him while he
loosened the bandage, removed it, and tied it to his own head. The bonnet he
set on hers. And I gasped at what I saw: for with the bandage went the wound! Against
his brow it ran a darker, more substantial blood – his own!
“Rags! Rags! I take old rags!” cried the
sobbing, bleeding, strong, intelligent Ragman.
The sun hurt the sky now, and my eyes; the
Ragman seemed more and more in a hurry.
“Are you going to work?” he asked a man who leaned
against a telephone pole. The man shook his head.
The Ragman pressed him further. “Do you have a
job?”
“Are you crazy?” sneered the other. He
pulled away from the pole, revealing the right sleeve of his jacket. It was
flat, the cuff stuffed into the pocket. He had no arm.
“So,” said the Ragman, “Give me your jacket,
and I’ll give you mine”.
Such quite authority in his voice!
The one-armed man took off his jacket. So did
the Ragman – and I trembled at what I saw: for the Ragman’s arm stayed in his
jacket, and when the other put it on, then he had two good arms, thick as tree
limbs; but the Ragman had only one.
“Go to work,” he said.
After that he saw a drunk, lying unconscious
beneath an army blanket, an old man, hunched, wizened, and sick. He took that
blanket and wrapped it round himself, but for the drunk he left a new suit of
clothes.
And now I had to run to keep up with the
Ragman. Though he was weeping uncontrollably, and bleeding freely at his
forehead, pulling his cart with one arm, stumbling for drunkenness, falling
again and again, exhausted, old, old and sick, yet he went very fast. On
spider’s legs he skittered through the alleys of the City, this mile and the
next, until he’d come to its limits, and then he rushed beyond.
I wept to see the change in this man. I hurt to
see his sorrow. And yet I needed to see where he was going in such a haste,
perhaps to know what drove him so.
The little old Ragman – he came to a garbage
dump. And then I wanted to help him in what he did, but I hung back, hiding. He
climbed a hill. With tormented labor he cleared a little space on that hill.
Then he sighed. He lay down. He pillowed his head on a handkerchief and a
jacket. He covered his bones with an army jacket. And he died.
Oh, how I cried to witness that death! I
slumped in a junked car and wailed and mourned as one who has no hope – because
I had come to love the Ragman. Every other face had faded in wonder of this
man, and I cherished him; but he died. I
cried myself to sleep.
I did not know – how could I know? – that I
slept through Friday night and Saturday and its night, too.
But then, on Sunday morning, I was wakened by a
violence. Light – pure, hard, demanding light – slammed against my sour face,
and I blinked, and I looked, and I saw the last and the first wonder of all. There
was the Ragman, folding the blanket most carefully, a scar on his forehead, but
alive! And, besides that, healthy! There was no sign of sorrow nor of age, and
all the rags that he had gathered shined for cleanliness.
Well, then I lowered my head and, trembling for
all that I had seen, I myself walked up to the Ragman. I told him my name with
shame, for I was a sorry figure next to him. Then I took off all my clothes in
that place, and I said to him with dear yearning in my voice: “Dress me”.
He dressed me. My Lord, he put new rags on me,
and I am a wonder beside him. The Ragman, the Ragman, the Christ!
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